Again

I spent the day in the hospital with a kidney stone. This time I have Ida on my side. She gave me a bunch of stuff that should dissolve it and then maybe I can avoid them in the future. I feel pretty crappy still from the morphine (to which I had an "adverse reaction" - I couldn't breath and my chest hurt so they ended up doing an ekg, ect.) and all the vicodin. Just when I thought my pain was gone and I was off pain meds! I also got something for my sadd, which I really hope works because it's really bad right now. I know it's worse because I'm stressed, but I really need something to be halfway functional at this point. I'm wondering if the post pregnancies, ect. is contributing. I really hope I don't go through any major depressions - I'd like that part of my life to stay in the past.
My house looks like crap. I feel like I haven't really done anything since we got back. I've been walking around in a fog. Once again Molly didn't get a lot of school done today. We have to really get into it tomorrow morning before I have to take Lorelei to the doctor's.
I'm too spacey to write.
ttfn.